Go Figure.

Lately, no such medium suits for me to pour my feelings.
I lost my one and only listener.
I've grown a part from friends.
Was never that honest and open with family.

All that for a guy.
A guy I though worth the chase.
I left everything I've ever worked for.

He needed support,
I'm there.

He needed motivation,
I'm there.

He needed ideas,
I'm there.

He needed a helping hand, happiness, cure for his loneliness,
I was there. Being at best I can afford to do.

All that,
And yet he is still ashamed to call me his friend.
To his family and friends, I'm  nothing but his despatch.

It hurts every time you hear him sigh
" At my worst, no one's there but my mom."

For F sake, I'd sacrifice my time, money, effort and relationship for you.

You would rather go around sending template message to Educated Pretty girls,
than be seen with me. I know.

Claiming you're not the stereotype kinda guy, when you only seek for the same criteria standards of girls.

I never belittle your outer beauty in the past.
It's part of growing up, it's the present you that I like.

Despite all the effort of you separating what I had,
Now you questioned why I'd left?
I was left.

So you go around telling people how you seek true love.
Someone who would be there for you rain or shine,
rich or poor, good and hard times.

I left my confirmed happiness for you.
All I lack are the education, looks and standard.

Kalau dulu...

Kalau dulu nak pergi tandas, mintak pimpin erat tangan.
Kalau dulu nak tidur, mintak usap manja rambut.

Dulu dan semalam, hanya sampai semalam.
Aku rasa hidup aku tak sempurna tanpa kamu semua.
Tapi hari ini, ego aku berdegil suruh lupakan sahaja.
Bukan sombong tapi penat.
Tak ada siapa pun yang salah, hanya mungkin aku dah tersusur jauh ke lorong lain.

Tangan aku dan engkau semua bukanlah elastik,
lambat-laun terlepas juga.
Biar lepaskan sekarang sebelum parah melantun kuat.

Jumpa lagi di pelbagai laman social.
Aku janji akan double tap gambar kamu semua sebagai tanda aku rindu.

Hire Me!

Jarak

If distance is the main cause of our friendship.

I suggest we keep our friendship short.

It's about time, I move on.

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Please flip back to the content page.

Chapter 1 dah katam.

Chapter 2 dah katam tapi tak begitu sempurna.

Chapter 3 katam la jugak tuk beralih ke chapter seterusnya.

Chapter 4 katam okay tak okay je aku tengok.

Hah ni die! Chapter 5, baru mengaji 5 baris dah main-main.

Nape tak katamkan je 6 muka surat tu?

Dah besar dah pandai lawan cikgu, tanye sape betul sape salah.

Budget hebat nk trus lompat ke Chapter 7 / 8.

Dengan itu, pandai-pandai lah kau sekarang tuk maju ke muka surat akhir 

encyclopedia tebal tu.

Bace pun merangkak-rangkak.

Good luck Charmaine. Working with Pea-nuts is not as easy as you think. 

Magnets

You people spoiled me with warm welcome and friendly insult.

Scan Me!

Riang Hari Kelahiran Kelantan Ku

Yes Kelantan! Kau dh tua!

Aku suka expression kau bile segan...Hahaha!

Me mom's a Legend!

Ok, slalu ank yg xnk layan parent sbb sibuk main game...
Tp kali ni, my mom tolak invitation i tuk chat with her sbb....
DIE SIBUK MAIN BEJEWELED!!!!
*nk cpt nye pasal die siap typo lg!!!!

#TeamForeverAlone

                                                  (Photo by: Norman Ar Leas)

When I cry,
I make sure there's people around.
I'm an attention seeker.
I have not one but many fantastic friends that care.
Especially the one's with the Tiara.
In case you were wondering, that's how we got together.

Bird Watching

Tekan Play Baru Bace, Baru Dapat Feel.


Jom, aku ade teropong, boleh p tengok burung...
Sambil teropong sambil gelak tertawa.
Shhhhh... Jangan bising, nanti burung lari!
......
Erm... Nah lah teropong, aku dah tak minat.
Ok, Bye!

They Cheer Me Up Every Time.

BA BA BA BABANANA BA BA BA BABANANA NA NA NA AHH POTATO NA AH AH BANANA AH AH TO GA LI NO PO TA TO NI GA NI BA LO BA NI KA NO JI GA~ BA BA BA BABANANA. YO PLANO HU LA PA NO NO TU MA BANANA LIKE A NUPI TALAMO BANANA BA BA POTATO HO HOOOOOO TO GA LI NO PO TA TO NI GA NI BA LO BA NI KA NO JI GA BA BA BA BABANANAAAAAAAAA

I ♥ it when you sing this to me when ever I'm sad.

I'm his Psycho Girlfriend

Let this be long lasting..

The day I went off to Manila

Mom And Dad Sending me Off

My 1st flight ticket!

Sunset in the sky

1st food in Manila. Bon Chon(Korean)

My room there.

Jeepneys!

Billboardsssssss

Not sure wether its a llama of a camel

Halu-halu

Em & Caramel who brought me jalan2 and eat Halu-Halu

The balut that Glen ate.

Rockwell Power Plant Mall

I shifted in Rockwell on weekends

Buffalo wings at Charlies!!! YUM!

Adele! My baby sitter.

Hi...I graduated from HUMPTY DUMPTY SCHOOL

The streets I lived in.

5th day

Baru hari kelima,

Dah merepek-repek aku mimpi.

I guess I miss you so much and

janggal bila kau jauh.

Stay aku dah dipercepatkan sebab

immigresen tak suka aku rasanye.

Aku balik awal 9 hari.

Bawak aku makan sambal hijau ye?

Tringin sejak time sakit hari tu.

Apat na araw

Yup, four more days and bye-bye Malaysia.
Even it's not for long, but...

• This is the starting point of my working life.
• This is the starting point of me paying back dept.
• This is the starting point I have to complete.
• I'm gonna miss Ari Izra badly.
• I'm gonna miss my family back in KJ, no more mom to gado2 with.
• I'm not gonna get to lepak with Baleena.
• I can't suke2 go Shah Alam and crash the boys' house.
• No ChaTime!

Be a MAN Charmaine! Do the right thing! Stop whining!

Ok people, bye. This time I'm not going to Mexico. Aiyakaramba!

How do I break it to them?

End of this month, I'm flying to Manila. I got the job offer with The Picture Company. They are sending me to Manila for a month training before I start my probation period with them in One Utama. As much as I want to prove to my parents the fact that me  quitting is not bringing me to the hell hole, but the way mom is towards me is not making me feel any better. I have to somehow and someday (*before 31st Jan) break it to them that I'm off. I just don't know how. Like what will the 1st word be to actually start this topic. Because as far as I know, their perception towards this company is, "it's retail".

Do what I do best, ignore the problems for awhile.

Lets talk bout yesterday.

I went to the boys' house in Shah Alam. It was so happening. It's semester holidays and the house is still alive. I was so happy meeting them, even some have already gone back. We ate nasi lemak payung that was HOU!Sedap gle dowh! Felt like Perak all over again. The house is filled with more PCs now. Slowly tuning into a CC.

okletsjustwriteasmallnoteandslipitsomewheresobythetimetheyreaditimalreadythere.

6 Days

6 Days of sleepless night,

Up and down to buy what I needed,

Reading prescription to make sure I'm eating the right medicine.

Googling on how to stop my vomiting.

Accompany me to the hospital,

Stayed by my side when the  nurse inserted the humongous needle.

Made me laugh when I'm halfway pass out in the check up room.

Cook for me, sponge bath me.

Sayang there is no one in this world I'll rather be with than you.

We started the fights with the cockroaches and we shall end it together.

Twin Turtle

I dreamt of two turtle whom are twins. o_O?

Photos by Emma Illustration

Look what came in the mail today...

Thanks Josh! Merry Awesome Christmas to you and your family!