Lately, no such medium suits for me to pour my feelings.
I lost my one and only listener.
I've grown a part from friends.
Was never that honest and open with family.
All that for a guy.
A guy I though worth the chase.
I left everything I've ever worked for.
He needed support,
I'm there.
He needed motivation,
I'm there.
He needed ideas,
I'm there.
He needed a helping hand, happiness, cure for his loneliness,
I was there. Being at best I can afford to do.
All that,
And yet he is still ashamed to call me his friend.
To his family and friends, I'm nothing but his despatch.
It hurts every time you hear him sigh
" At my worst, no one's there but my mom."
For F sake, I'd sacrifice my time, money, effort and relationship for you.
You would rather go around sending template message to Educated Pretty girls,
than be seen with me. I know.
Claiming you're not the stereotype kinda guy, when you only seek for the same criteria standards of girls.
I never belittle your outer beauty in the past.
It's part of growing up, it's the present you that I like.
Despite all the effort of you separating what I had,
Now you questioned why I'd left?
I was left.
So you go around telling people how you seek true love.
Someone who would be there for you rain or shine,
rich or poor, good and hard times.
I left my confirmed happiness for you.
All I lack are the education, looks and standard.
MENCARI
Apa Yang Tidak Pasti
Thursday, June 26, 2014
Sunday, November 17, 2013
Kalau dulu...
Kalau dulu nak pergi tandas, mintak pimpin erat tangan.
Kalau dulu nak tidur, mintak usap manja rambut.
Dulu dan semalam, hanya sampai semalam.
Aku rasa hidup aku tak sempurna tanpa kamu semua.
Tapi hari ini, ego aku berdegil suruh lupakan sahaja.
Bukan sombong tapi penat.
Tak ada siapa pun yang salah, hanya mungkin aku dah tersusur jauh ke lorong lain.
Tangan aku dan engkau semua bukanlah elastik,
lambat-laun terlepas juga.
Biar lepaskan sekarang sebelum parah melantun kuat.
Jumpa lagi di pelbagai laman social.
Aku janji akan double tap gambar kamu semua sebagai tanda aku rindu.
Kalau dulu nak tidur, mintak usap manja rambut.
Dulu dan semalam, hanya sampai semalam.
Aku rasa hidup aku tak sempurna tanpa kamu semua.
Tapi hari ini, ego aku berdegil suruh lupakan sahaja.
Bukan sombong tapi penat.
Tak ada siapa pun yang salah, hanya mungkin aku dah tersusur jauh ke lorong lain.
Tangan aku dan engkau semua bukanlah elastik,
lambat-laun terlepas juga.
Biar lepaskan sekarang sebelum parah melantun kuat.
Jumpa lagi di pelbagai laman social.
Aku janji akan double tap gambar kamu semua sebagai tanda aku rindu.
Sunday, January 13, 2013
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Jarak
If distance is the main cause of our friendship.
I suggest we keep our friendship short.
It's about time, I move on.
Sunday, November 18, 2012
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Nak Lukis Kononnya... -___-"
So I ended up with:
- Bulimic Bunny -
- Stoned Owl -
- Non-racist Deer -
- Drag Unicorn -
- Floating Bird -
Ok good night!
Monday, August 27, 2012
Flip back to the Content page
Please flip back to the content page.
Chapter 1 dah katam.
Chapter 2 dah katam tapi tak begitu sempurna.
Chapter 3 katam la jugak tuk beralih ke chapter seterusnya.
Chapter 4 katam okay tak okay je aku tengok.
Hah ni die! Chapter 5, baru mengaji 5 baris dah main-main.
Nape tak katamkan je 6 muka surat tu?
Dah besar dah pandai lawan cikgu, tanye sape betul sape salah.
Budget hebat nk trus lompat ke Chapter 7 / 8.
Dengan itu, pandai-pandai lah kau sekarang tuk maju ke muka surat akhir
encyclopedia tebal tu.
Bace pun merangkak-rangkak.
Good luck Charmaine. Working with Pea-nuts is not as easy as you think.
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Mata Wang
Short film by friends of mine.
A project of : Kapal Selam
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
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